When I said I love you

I said I loved you
I said I cared about you
And I ment it
At first I was just saying those things
But you grew on me
I got used to having you around
I started to truly love you
Then you broke my already tattered heart
Tried as I might my feelings for you stayed strong
I still love you
I still care about you
Then you got back together with me
Once again I said I love you
I know that you don't love me
But that doesn't change my feelings
I don't want to love or to care about you
I want to hate everything about you
But here I am
I still love you
I still care about you